Life for me~

Hi all. I'd first like to say that I've not updated this blog in ages due to the many things that's been going on in life. I've matured and grown up much from all of these experiences that I've gone through thanks to 1 person whom I, until now, still hold close in my heart. Never will I be able to fully let this person go, nor can I fully possess this person, but I just hope that this very special person would be able to lead a fulfilling life ahead with me, and hopefully walk down our paths together, and hurdle all obstacles.

2 weeks of spending time with this person, and I've grown up much from that. I really miss you. You were my strength to let me live on. I wish you'd come back to me soon. ):

What would life be without love?

Have you ever contemplated about a life that's devoid of love? Well, I did, and I shuddered at the thought of it. Can you imagine, your family being callous about you besides your physiological needs, your friends being there but seems as though they are in a different universe, no one to care for nature or anything at all?

The morale of the story I'm trying to convey is not to take love for granted. Sure, you may feel like you're deprived of the one greatest love; to have someone you truly love to walk with you through your life, but that doesn't mean you should start to neglect those who gives you unconditional love! =)

Love hurts?

Many people say that loving someone is painful. No matter how much I think that it’s not, the reality strikes like a venom that slowly spreads throughout me, and I find myself unknowingly falter under the immeasurable pain until I don’t have faith in love anymore.

However, after some thinking, I realized something. Love doesn’t hurt you. It’s the things that people do to you that hurt you. Haven’t you realized that when you are with someone, when they betray you, it’s the betraying that hurts you, not the love that hurts you? It’s because of the betrayal that you are hurting, not because of the love. Also, if they hurl verbal or physical assaults towards you, you will get hurt physically and most probably, mentally scarred for a very long time, but never is it your love that hurts you.

Love is out there, waiting to fill you up with happiness and joy, but hurt is never associated with love, because love doesn’t hurt. It’s the people around you whom you love that hurt you! Therefore, I believe that love will grant you happiness and joy.

Life?

Well, life's been fairly bad recently. People I love are getting hurt. I hate this. Then, also so many people who has found a boyfriend/girlfriend. I hate it. Here I am, single, and so many people are all getting attached ): I know it's good, but I've no one to love and to feel loved!! I wish that I had someone who could love me wholeheartedly, but seems kinda impossible.

Aw well. Enough about that. Just makes me sad. There's so much more in life to do! I hope I can find something else to focus on now; Job! My friend is gonna bring me to her cousin's boutique, so I hope I can be able to get a job(if it meets my criteria)! :) hopefully I can earn more money so that I can indulge more in life (: Feel like I'm missing out on a lot );

I gotta go for now. Will post more next time, precious blog~ (: Bye!

Time flies

Well, time certainly flies, doesn't it! I haven't logged in to update my blog for ages, and damn the pleasure I'm feeling now! Many things have happened in my life, whether for the good or for the worst. But, I'm going to recount as much as I can, because it'll probably bore you all if I keep on writing!

Well, through the time that I've not updated this blog, I've yet discovered more about the beauty and the ugliness of this world. I seriously hate experiencing the ugliness, because it's just make me wanna break down, and at times, it makes me feel resentment towards people around me. I absolutely abhor the people who keeps harassing me despite the fact that we aren't so close anymore. They don't reflect on their actions, and expects something from me even though I believe strongly that they don't!

I've also discovered the ugliness of human nature this week. I've lost my wallet in school once, and even though it was luckily found, the person had to take money from my wallet even though I only had very little money inside! And, the superb thing was that I lost it when I went to catch a movie with my date! I believe that a pickpocket has taken it, or that I've dropped it and the inconsiderate person just don't wanna return it. I hate this, because it's affecting my daily routine, but it's a lesson taught to me once again.

There's just so many things happening, it's rather overwhelming. I loathe this! Would someone just eradicate all of the misery in this world, and transform it into a fantasy world?


A picture of a sunset to make everyone think of something. Is the sunset
a) The beginning of the darkness enveloping?
b) The end of a day?
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You'll realize that there are many perspectives to someone regarding a sunset if you actually check up =)

Anticipation

I'm wishing fervently that school would begin soon! And, it'll be 8 days away!! :D I can't wait to go to school again~

I've been going out and spending a lot of money recently! I think I've to control myself! I can't seem to stop myself from spending money!! D:

Belated post

To Damian, Happy birthday! :D Sorry that I was rotting at the stairs for 2 hours straight :x just didn't dare to go up chat with the other people and make friends with them all.

Anyway, soon, I began to mingle with the rest :) and I simply love my new friends!! Anita, Bridget, Charles, Daryl, Pei Qi and Zhi Xiong! I think I love Anita most out of the whole cohort, because we're just perfectly in sync!! :D

Camwhoring session took place soon after we got to know one another :)


1,2,3,4


Perfectly Luscious


Pole Dancing :P


Acting muscular!! :P

That's all for now peeps!